Mutemall

I fall down in the deep blue sea, nothing matters
when it's happening to me
All the bubbles that swarm around my head,
reminding me that I could soon be dead
Down in the depths I see to my surprise, a little
something I can synthesize
A force of nature that's passing through my eyes
I just want to sleep all day,
do waking hours matter anyway,
is anybody rested I can't say

As I continue to tumble down, I get the feeling
that my feet have touched the ground
The Sensation that I feel is so profound, and now
I'm begging just like a hungry hound
I never thought that life could be this way, a bit of
clarity followed by dismay
A chaos circus always on display
I just want to sleep all day,
do waking hours matter anyway,
is anybody rested I can't say

What difference does it make,
walking around at the same old pace
I thought we swam in the same big ocean
I don't know how we got that notion
Freedom comes to those who need it
it sticks around for those who bleed it
Got the right words that we convey
But it doesn't seem to matter anyway

Bending over backwards trying to find something
with some balance
Keeping all my thoughts inside I must be
festering pure malice
I can keep it going but I just can't keep it in
Pockets full of posies and a sentimental grin
It's ashes to ashes and I'm falling down and
burning stuff again